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Name : -blur queen-
age: 24
others: Currently attach
Me, a simple and blur queen especially in relationship thing. A chatty gal, a open minded gal, a normal looking gal, love my family and friends, easy going type. the first impression from everyone about me is proud and arrogant lolx..which i am not! i'm a friendly gal after all =)
Yesterday i was at home early..my brother thought why am i so early at home.. he thought me and alex ah dear no longer together liao haha.. but i told him alex working, so i come back early lor.. cuz like stay there also got nothing to do also mar.. so back home thought can play with fifi but cannot cuz she's not around! then yesterday when fifi reached home, she barked at my sis in law~~ guess why? cuz she got new food! my sis in law was actually preparing wet + dry foods for her and she was very hungry!! she barked at her.. maybe she wanted to tell her "faster!! i am hungry hungry hungry" lolz..
Today had a bad day at work.. let's talk from the beginning.. last sat i was doing safe deposit boxes.. closure of account.. i did the calculation and I've asked Margaret to help me check if i did wrong or not.. and she did check for me and said ok it's ok no mistakes etc.. so before i want to pass the vouchers this morning, i asked man teck to do the double checking and he told me, aiya margaret did the checking liao so i dont need to do what! go do lar! fine, so i continue on with my duty.. but at the end he came out and scolded me! you stupid and brainless ar! how did i teach you that day?! you brainless freak! (fuck i never owe you anything lor fucker) i told him, i did told you to double check and you refuse right? and now you blame me! and he kept quiet.. haiz useless guy lor.. end up i need to ec all the transaction..and he lost his safe box listing and he blame is i took it! for what i took it? no reason lor.. when he found it, it's inside the box.. i said his surname should change to lai instead of ho.. he took my scotch tape and he said he never.. haiz, why on earth we got this type of people!? aiyoyooo..
Madam Koh is another freaking old lady.. margaret couldnt balance and she said, you people ar.. dont always sms here and there while working lar! concentrate in your work lor.. dont always ec mar! later catherine blame me lor.. and margaret say her back.. dont say us.. if you want us not to sms while working, you prove it to us first before say us! you yourself sms while working and you would like to say us?! dream on man!!! lol i love margaret's words haha.. i laugh at those words.. bleah~ i mean she doesnt have anything for me to respect her at all.. she's just an old auntie.. she's just a freaking auntie.. she think she is very experience in anything? no!
The old lady gave mei qi to do WFI thing and she said, 'meiqi i know you can do it de.. i look up on you thats why i ask you to do.. if i look down on you i will not going to ask u do.. if you compared to that someone of cuz you're way better lar!' meiqi asked her, who were you refering to? she kept quiet.. i know she's refering to me.. but i dont care what she want to say.. that's her own mouth.. i always tell myself.. karma karma karma.. she'll get karma.. either on her or her family or her kids or her grandchild next time..
I wanted to tell my dear but he was too busy to listen to me.. my mother always tell me not to think of anything.. just say what happen today stays today, dont bring over to another day.. tomorrow will be a better day =) ah dear start working already and he seems to be very busy.. never have time for me.. never have anything for me.. our relationship seems to get far far away if compared to last time.. we used to be very loving but no longer the same now.. anyway my mother already told me, let nature takes its course.. dont later become that stupid bastard (jonathan)! i'm not sure anything of that.. will he become like him? i hope history wont repeat again..
Hoping for a better day tomorrow =) jiayou!! jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!
writtern @5:24 AM
I slept at ah dear's house since friday.. he sent me off to work and come back home to sleep again on saturday.. he had to work on weekends.. Yesterday went for a full shopping for ah dear with ah jie.. bought 5 pieces of working shirt so he can wear it like everyday without wearing the same one alternate days.. 1 day 1 piece lolz.. had a bag for him also.. i'm not sure if he likes it or not because he doesnt seems to like it though.. never mind i hope what i did for him did makes him happy..
I bought iphone from shu fong~ condition is still ok everything is in order except the dent on the top left of the phone.. but that doesnt stop me from using it because it's really a nice phone!! wow! will pass it to ah dear to use it next week.. bought a top for me at orchard central with jie jie christine.. everyone says it's nice! at first i was thinking not to buy it but because of my toooo looose top that can sees my bra so no choice then.. hmmm
Had dinner at sembawang there.. opposite sembawang shopping mall with angela mama, christine jie and her kids and maids.. had 2 medium plate of white bee hoon, lala, chicken wings, vegetables, and prawn with eggs.. total cost for 6 pax = $42 haha consider as cheap liao lor.. kinda enjoy myself yesterday night with them cuz very long time i never see them already!! christine jie i think should be 2 weeks ago... angela mama was since last june until now!! chatted a lot with them.. angela mama told us she was applying IR as a cash officer.. but i told her not because life is way too sucks liao.. cuz ah dear is a very good example..ah dear is suffering over there.. i heartache to see him like that..
Total spending for yesterday :
3 tops @ $19.00 each
2 tops @ $29.00 each
my top @ $26.00
bag @ $53.10
dinner @ $10.00
movie @ $20.00
iphone @ $200
watson @ $34.20
So in total is coming to $400 but worth the spending lol.. going to be broke again soon liao muahahha but hoping for a better future... hope next month can come faster..
I started to miss ah dear already.. today he got a mock test.. this morning guide him to memorise the formula + times table.. of 17 and 35.. wa bloody hard lor.. hope he can do well.. dear i miss you.. hope to stay with you for a long long time.. love you
writtern @4:15 AM
Hmm past few months so many things that happened to me and alex.. let's not talk about the past.. Life has been fooling around with me lately.. working life.. man teck keep telling me not to quit not to leave the branch.. asked me to stay longer and he'll for sure give me benefits.. but what type of benefits can he give me? a promotion? hmm no idea.. sometimes i really work until i totally feel like give up on everything.. but always have a negative mind set, i'll for sure get those stupid and nasty customers.. so i've decided not to have those weird weird mind set..
Ah dear started his work already.. after he started his work, our relationship changed.. no idea what happened also.. just at the top and drop till the end and i hate this type of feeling... i'm working he's sleeping.. i'm sleeping he's working.. how are we going to meet up? he told me just now.. dear, my night shift will end 2 weeks later.. weekends no off.. how are we going to meet each other? meet only 2 weeks later like just a few hours? i feel sad.. how to maintain a relationship like that? i told him we need a seperation and we cried.. this is not what i want, i want to be with him.. I'll be going to sunday banking soon 30 Nov and that will make it worse.. we totally cant see each other at all..
I never even blame who is he and what is he... all i want is to be with him.. i can wait for him to get another better job instead of this job.. it's not nessacary to get a job immediately.. i dont want him to suffer.. if want to suffer i rather i am the one that is suffering instead of him.. i want to meet him everyday and sleep besides him and wake up seeing him beside me holding me in his arm.. but now i can no longer get those special love from him anymore... i love him.. but i could hardly express my love on him.. i am a lousy girlfriend.. i could not give him much.. all i can give him is to bring him to have nice foods.. sometimes i wonder if i am going to get married to such a nice guy.. am i that lucky to have him in my life? i dont know.. dont know what will happen in the near future..
Normally at this time i'll be at his place having dinner.. no matter what we had, maggie, sandwich, bee hoon, hor fun etc i enjoy every single moment when i am with him.. i miss those days that i am with him.. i wonder when are we going to have those times again.. 1 year later? will that day arrive? i miss him badly.. wanna hug him lots lots.. ever since he started to work, he seems like got lots of problem or stress but he doesnt share with me.. he said it's because he can predict that i am not happy with his work so that's why.. but i am your galfriend if i do not have any clues what is going on in his life what type of girlfriend i am? all he have it now is friends cum colleagues.. no idea what type of colleagues are they.. decent or not? good or bad? i got no idea, no clues.. dont know what is behind them.. asked him but he refuses to tell.. or is it gals????
Family had problem... mother and father worried.. cant find a way to solve it.. i pray hard for my whole family safety and happiness..
I love him and wanna be with him forever... he promise that he will be with me and will fulfil his promise to me.. hope he really mean it.. but even if not, i cant blame him because i only can blame myself not being born to be a good gf, cant give him a good and wonderful life... no matter it is.. i love him truly..
writtern @4:36 AM
