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Name : -blur queen-
age: 24
others: Currently attach
Me, a simple and blur queen especially in relationship thing. A chatty gal, a open minded gal, a normal looking gal, love my family and friends, easy going type. the first impression from everyone about me is proud and arrogant lolx..which i am not! i'm a friendly gal after all =)
Arghh i cant online.. dont know whats the main reason, maybe i too tired to type out my password? or i accidently forgot bout my password haha.. ah dear accompany me to go home and he went back himself.. today same also.. he came into my house and say 'hi' to my brother and played with fifi!! he even took picture with her hahha...my ah dear soo cute... me love love him =) muacks..she's so adorable and sometimes naughty..
Today thursday le.. kinda fast.. next week we gonna have a long weekend cuz it's national day on sun and will be replaced on monday! hurrayyyy.. Work as usual, month end will be very busy and super duper alot of withdrawals.. especially big amount with different type of dinomenation.. like $100 of $2, $300 of $5 and the rest is $50s.. tired because of non stop queue.. especially timing from 2.30pm - 3.30pm.. that's the peak of every single day haha...
This morning i saw an advertistment posted on the poster board.. it's a type of energy drink called 'naughty g' haha.. it's kind of some energy drink that can boost up someone's sex drive haha! it's a supplement for him and her.. heard it is sold in 7-11.. wonder how much it is.. so i told ah dear to go search about it and maybe can intro to chris.. the sex manic hahahahahaa...think he gonna kill me soon once he saw this post..
Lately i got no mood to talk with anyone and my mood not really good.. pms just past leh.. nothing seems wrong with me.. but maybe i need to destress and also need more rest! yea~ but hardly leh lately.. cuz i short of off days and also annual leave.. finished already hahaha.. anyway, i'm going mediacorp on 18aug!! yipee.. i able to join their slimming contest! oh mi gosh.. me full of joyness haha because i've been dreaming of becoming slim hehe.. wish me all the best then =)
till then =) good nights lallaaal
i love love ah dear =) muackksss
writtern @8:36 AM
Happy belated birthday to my dearest alex.. i hope he did had a great celebration this year.. i got him a seafood dinner-though it's not really fantastic but still acceptable.. got him a wallet and alot of memory.. this year is the first year he got a gf to accompany him to celebrate his birthday and yet i turn out to be a failure gal.. i noticed i cant make him happy at all.. all he got is a suffer and thinking all the ways to make me happy when i'm sad.. when he's sad i'm unable to make him happy.. all i know is i'm such a failure girlfriend.. sorry i couldnt make you happy and cant give you much things..
He went to my home and my parents treat him as their future son in law..hmm thats very good and sweet of them.. i never seen my parents treat my ex so good also hmm.. they treat him lunch, breakfast and dinner.. steamboat dinner some more leh..haha.. my mom got him a jeans and a t-shirt that cost her Rm149.. as a birthday present.. but that is all memory nothing else can be better than that.. hope he did had a great time of his life..
Sigh, i got nothing to write anymore cuz i'm so down right now.. cry again.. cant think of a valid reason for us to continue everything.. i seriously feel bad right now.. i think we need to separate for the time being and maybe i should be a loner for a few days... i'm sorry for everything...my bad.. i do hope we can last forever but seems like there's a lot of restriction in between us
writtern @8:15 PM
Hmm at first was thinking to give alex a suprise birthday dinner but seems like everyone doesnt wanna go and waited for a few days and no news so i decided to give up.. spend the time together with him would be better.. ah jie told me, it's alex birthday why would you bother to throw him a party??? might as well spend the whole night together with him would be better.. the person that he wanna celebrate with is you my dear~ hmm true also lar.. so yesterday i decided to give him a call and check out.. so he told me that he wanna spend his birthday with me and no anyone else.. i've quite happy actually.. =) thanks ah dear..
Chris said eat crab, messy and complaint the location is far.. suggested to go seoul garden instead.. for me if really wanna change a location, i might as well go yuki yaki instead.. the foods better,environment better.. service also better (though not much service cuz its self service hahahhaha).. aiya just one word i not going to cancel anything that will happen on 21 july.. ah dear wanted to eat crabs especially salted egg crabs and mussells.. if people dont wanna eat and i'll just go enjoy with ah dear instead.. that would be better.. haiz.. now gotta change the plan.. hate it.. i hate those people who doesnt know how to appreciate things i've done to them and instead they bark at me behind my back..
Now people blame me because i never invite that someone.. i am also lazy to explain why i never invite her.. keep on explaining but people dont understand me.. well, seems like me and him got lots of people bothering between us.. i hate it.. the love is in between me and him and not other people.. i dont want people to talk behind my back.. he is my dear and i have the right to plan his birthday for him.. i have the right to say and do.. people seems like doesnt agree with what i've done and say.. well, if you're not happy with what i've done, just tell me straight to me and not talking behind my back! i am here!!!!!!! not as if i die already.. maybe people just wanna see us to break up.. i hate it.. arghhhh i dont have the right to anything meh?!?!?!
I like the way i do my things... and people, everyone has their own human rights.. remember this!! maybe i should cancel everything and i should leave and be loner.. that would be good.. it's a good idea.. i not going to that haoyun's bday also.. i dont have the right to go also.. i dont know her and i dont like the way she look at guys..so flirtish.. not i thinking too much but zhen zhen also thinking the same way as me.. and chris nag at me say girls are like that so ridiculas.. if you dont like the way your girl treat you, dump her! go get a life.. why we bother so much?? it's because we care.. if one day you noticed we no longer care for you guys.. that means that's the day that we're going to say BYE BYE to you.. we no longer have the love feeling towards you anymore and forever no..
I dont know what's inside alex mind right now.. maybe he is tired of everything also.. well, that doesnt matter for me.. i dont wanna think also because if he appreciate me, he will agree with what i've done and said.. maybe i should leave him someday and not contact anyone else.. that's all i wanna say out from my mind.. i already got lots of problem inside my mind and i cant take the stress from anything else anymore..i'm going to burst out soon.. we'll see each other in heaven someday..
writtern @9:21 PM
Hmmmm, ah dear having a army gathering with his army mates.. me alone at home, doing nothing.. he called me just now and we have a short chat haha.. fifi gets so excited when he called!! she jumped up and down left and right here and there.. she was just so adorable haha.. adores her lots lots..
I miss ah dear~ nothing to blog nothing to write.. just wanna spend some time on the line while waiting for him to call me.. hehe ah dear i miss you muacks
writtern @6:05 AM
Oh yeah, finally it's my off today haha.. so long since i had my last off.. planned quite a good activity for today with my ah dear =) he said would wanna accompany me to go ICA to extend my access card pass, after that going for lunch maybe at Yuki Yaki again.. after that, sell my old LG hp and maybe head to a movie? but what new movie that we can watch? i love him =D
Now me trying to upload my godsis' bday pic which already expired for like quite some time already haha but never mind lar.. picture mar right? hahaha.. oh no ah dear and me keep on sneezing? how come? too cold already? nope i dont think so..outside was like heater haha... anyway i got no idea what to do later leh..how ar? hmm
Tomorrow i on standby to go work..maybe will work maybe not hmm hopefully no so i can rest at home all the way till monday hahah.. yea i'm going to blocked leave soon already! yippeee.. one whole week dont need to work muahhaah.. ah dear's bday coming soon already and i'm bringing him to go genting for holiday~ of cuz with my parents along hahaha for 2 days 1 night bahz..hahah hope we'll have a great day today =)
Till then see ya
writtern @7:41 PM
Me and ah dear going to celebrate our 4 months anniversary soon.. which is on 27 July, just a few days after ah dear's birthday.. hmmm nothing much that i can think of for his birthday.. at first planning to have a birthday surprise for him but because of the money issue, i decided to cancel it already.. i bought him a braun buffel wallet for him.. he choose that gift himself.. so i believe he should love that gift.. maybe i'll bring him to get some new clothes as well, and treat him a great dinner.. people say i treat him nice but is this nice thing worth the value of love? can money buy everything? i dont mean that i'm using money to buy our relationship, but the problem is i got no idea why ah dear would love a girl like me, who got no looks, no intelligent, no size, no nothing.. maybe this is what they called 'fate'.
Thanks to that special someone that actually told me that ah dear look down on me and dont dare to bring me out to hang out with his friends because i look ugly and ya, no size.. i'm damn sad now.. been crying in front of him.. because i got no idea how to solve this problem.. now our relationship is like sooooo shaky, anytime will break into half or more.. cant feel the love in between us though i've been trying my best to tell every single part of me that alex still love me.. but "where is the love"?lol, black eye peas' song haha.. i got no idea how to cheeer up also, have been trying my best.. maybe i should isolate myself from now on and have a great great thinking.. ah dear keep on assuring me that he still love me a lot and will love me till forever.. hmm not as if i never trust him but the problem is i dont trust myself and people around us.. haiz no idea no idea.. people seems to be good in front of you but might be devil behind you.. so beware of people surrounding us now..
Dear i am sorry for everything.. i am so useless and lack of confidence in our relationship now as there are so many 'weird' things that is surrounding us.. trying to break us, no idea if we're able to stay till that long or not.. maybe people will be happy if they see us like this.. well well.. all i can do now is hoping fifi can play with me and make me happy.. that is what i want now.. i want the happy me back..
FIFI COME PLAY WITH ME MUAHAHAHA.. she keep biting things and throw all her toys all over the places and run here and there.. hmm that's my little fifi... i love her lots =)
Chiaoz.. good night..
writtern @9:00 AM
Nothing to do... just had Macdonald as dinner just now. Kinda full, cuz veri long time didn't eat liao, then we ordered one large meal and a medium meal... plus a side of juicy MacWings... Yummy... Feeling tire, feel like sleeping... luckily my toe is feeling slightly better after i poked out the blood that clotted at the tip of my toe...which was blackish, now it look quite normal to me. You know how i got that injury? Thanks to Fifi's pee tray, i was about to make my hair this mornin, then when i walked into the toilet, "Piang" i kicked into Fifi's tray. OUCH! it hurts!! no choice still gotta work... URGH...
I got my new Handphone... Samsung F480, i am quite proud of it as i have been eyeing on this phone since it was out. Wasn't able to get it then... now i've got it Muahahaha. I want to sleep le... Bleah... Thanks to dear's comfy bed, i've been here since last week never go back... :D
writtern @6:51 AM
