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Tiring~
Saturday, February 28, 2009

Last night went DBL O and OBar with Anni, Chris and Alex. went there for a few hours and reached home about 3am in the morning! And today lucky i relief in premier side so at least not that bad, can slack a bit. I got a serious headache today because not enough sleep and last night had a few different type of liquor. got vodka lime, dont know what redbull + cheery drink?, got beer etc.. though it's a great night but makes me a bit drunk but awhile later i'm ok already =)


today, everything seems ok to me except the headache and also stomach bloated..maybe because i never eat anything before i start drinking hahah..thanks to them :P oppss i mean i really enjoy myself last night because of the fun we had lolx.. yesterday got kinda lots of despo army guys around me and anni. lucky got chris around us or else we both sure die. arghh just er xin because the feeling is just dont know how to explain lolx.. but i feel i am very ugly last night cuz wrong dress code =( sad sad


anyway i'm kinda tired **yawning** but now still discussing with anni and chris whether wanna go eat frog porridge or what..hmmm yummy! drooollinnnngggg..this weather it's nice to have hot frog porridge! yummy love it!

writtern @6:14 AM

Selfish
Thursday, February 26, 2009

I just cant understand why people seems to be so selfish. Working in the same environment but why cant they have team work among the colleagues?

I reached home about 2am plus last night. went st james powerstation because there's a official launch of retrospect (retro night) at boiler room. me got drunk lolx.. me and my godsis finished up 1 bottle of vodka haha. they also have free flow of vodka =) besides drink their free flow drinks, we just keep drinking non-stop! and i totally forgot bout me having a meeting at 930am! sheat.. but dont care because once i saw my beloved patrick singing and dancing, i just melt like ice-cream melt inside your mouth! hehehe just love it to spend time with him!!!

anyway, back to the selfish thingy.. we had lotsa things to talked this morning. from team work to the dress code of the bank to the cash handling to ermmm just everything! talking about team work, my branch got 2 team, team a and team b. team a they got super good team work. when i suggested why cant we have the team work like what team a doing? but one of my colleague es**** said why should we have? what if i help you do, and next time u dont help me do? isnt it unfair to me? the most is i'll just finish up my thing and i sit there see you do and whenever finish up everything and we leave together. hey! team work! we work as a team but why cant we help each other and dont so calculative between each other? sigh.. our screen saver always show team work between co-worker but sadly we dont have.. never mind, another lady se**** she even worse. she just love to beat horse butt because she only help those who are close to managers and officers. people like me, sharon and kaiyun, nope she wont help. when i do filing, she never help. when i do blue bag, she neva help, when sharon do vouchers and other things she never help! she only help that particular 2 people. and is that a team work as well?? well i just hate being with them.

another issue is, my work place is cutting cost. suppose we got special allowance of $185 every month as we got to work on alternate sundays. but now, heard they're going to cut into 50%!! sucks! that would be like $92.50!! omg~i'm going to suffer more and more already lor..shoes, they compulsary to have BLACK shoes on weekends as well, must be covered shoe. it's something like we're back into school where everything must follow law. haiz.. just everything also have to reconsider. well i just wondering when the economy will be good again? please dont make us sufffer lar..me dying soon already!!!!cant be help-deh lallalalalla..life sucks!

writtern @5:32 AM

Tomorrow starts work
Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Tomorrow starts work after my 12 days long leave.. suddenly just dont feel like going to work.. hope tomorrow will have a great day and a miracle will happen to me.. today slack half day at home doing nothing but online and sleeping. late afternoon, went to JB for dinner with my parents and also my brother as well as my grandma! miss them so much..

i heard a news about my ex. he had been admitted to sgh for dont know what's the reason. i feel sad and wanted to visit him but he dont allow me. why? it's because he dont want me to bump into his CHINA girlfriend. well, i am your friend, so what i saw her? cannot bring out de meh? anyway, he reminded me when i was hospitalize for 7days in 2007. he was the one that accompany me every single day non stop until late night. he was the one that actually doing all my documents etc, feel touched also sad lar.. when the nurses push me to the operation room, he cried in front of everyone scare when i came out will be a dead body only. the first one that i saw when i was awake was him. he take a good care of me until the day i recover. but right now, when he is sick, i'm not the one that is actually accompany him. i feel bad and sad. hope the new girlfriend of him will take a good care of him lor..

i miss hanging out with anni and chris and alex. it was lotsa fun but time is short..just treasure whatever we have now before its too late =) i dont want later regret for no reason.. hope they're doing well.. i love my family and friends..

writtern @8:01 AM

Complicated
Monday, February 23, 2009

today, 24 Feb 09. i went out with my buddy, Rain for lunch at suntec.. we had chicken rice and it's bloody expensive S$4.80 for a plate of chicken rice! after that meeting honey at her house for a movie at 620pm at tiong bahru plaza. we went to watch He's just not that into you. it was a great movie with happy endings, especially jennifer aniston part. it was sooo loving and touching.. me and her end up with tears :'(

honey = anni, i just knew her for like 3 days but me and her just got endless things to talk.. we can talk from night till morning and from morning till night.. maybe we just have too many things in common. she's my friend's sister. a friend that i dont know how to explain. knew him last year oct at a pub in boat quay but only met him twice including last friday night. never really contact with him but with another friend of us. aiya dont want to talk about the past..

life is way toooo complicated.. just dont know how to settle it. whenever a girl fall in love with someone, all she wanted is just a true guy who can actually love her. be there when she need him and care for her. like what anni told me good gals always got bad boyfriend but bad gals always got good boyfriend. i totally dont understand why like this.. dont you think it's very unfair for us? whenever we girls trying our best in every single relationship but end up we got nothing except disappointment and tears and nothing. so i've decided to be a bad girl!!!!

i just confess my feeling to someone but i just feel awkward. i totally got no face to see him anymore. i decided not to go out with him cuz when i told him that he just keep on laughing and laughing. seems like i'm just playing around or what. i'm a very easy gal, i dont care who you are, as long as u treat me good and love me i'm satisfied. you got $$ or no it doesnt matter as i dont need any help from the guy as i am able to earn $$ myself. haiz..but i just dont know what is he thinking.. i swear this will be the last time i'm going to confess to someone. why everytime i like someone but that someone just couldnt make up their mind:S

once i reached 32 yrs old and i am still single, i swear i'm going to become nun and not going to fall in love anymore as i already lost faith in guys..sob sob sob..no idea why my tears will drop

writtern @8:33 AM