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Saturday, July 25, 2009
Happy belated birthday to my dearest alex.. i hope he did had a great celebration this year.. i got him a seafood dinner-though it's not really fantastic but still acceptable.. got him a wallet and alot of memory.. this year is the first year he got a gf to accompany him to celebrate his birthday and yet i turn out to be a failure gal.. i noticed i cant make him happy at all.. all he got is a suffer and thinking all the ways to make me happy when i'm sad.. when he's sad i'm unable to make him happy.. all i know is i'm such a failure girlfriend.. sorry i couldnt make you happy and cant give you much things..
He went to my home and my parents treat him as their future son in law..hmm thats very good and sweet of them.. i never seen my parents treat my ex so good also hmm.. they treat him lunch, breakfast and dinner.. steamboat dinner some more leh..haha.. my mom got him a jeans and a t-shirt that cost her Rm149.. as a birthday present.. but that is all memory nothing else can be better than that.. hope he did had a great time of his life..
Sigh, i got nothing to write anymore cuz i'm so down right now.. cry again.. cant think of a valid reason for us to continue everything.. i seriously feel bad right now.. i think we need to separate for the time being and maybe i should be a loner for a few days... i'm sorry for everything...my bad.. i do hope we can last forever but seems like there's a lot of restriction in between us