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Suffering in between misunderstanding and friendship..
Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Today took half day and worked till 12.45pm and left home.. rest again.. met up with my sister in law for shopping at city link.. she never bought anything but i bought something instead haha.. at first she is the one that say wanna go shop for new pair of shoes from charles and keith since there is a 20% off for members.. lucky i am but, she cant find any that she likes.. she brought me to another shop and we tried the dresses over there.. she love one dress and that makes her looks very nice!! but she refuses to buy it cuz she think that it's too expensive.. $98 for a dress and a belt from fourteen.. bought a top at $29, cheaper then hers by a lot haha.. bought dear calvin klien underwear, 2 for $49.. hope he likes it.. met him up for dinner at new york new york.. two of us had meat platter.. ate until nearly vomitted bloek.. too full already, somemore very thirsty also...

Anyway, i hate the current life i have now.. so many problems in between friends and love ones.. sadly i am crying now.. i hate the life i have, seriously hate it.. everyone says is my fault, i misunderstand her bla bla bla.. but seriously look at the way she talk to people, is only one word i can say is rude.. without any respects to other people even the friends.. can i just give up on everything? how would you expect me to talk to her? when she dont even wanna listen to what people around talk to her?? i am losing my patient now.. dont think i can take it back anymore.. i know life is hard to get someone close to you.. treasure while you can but, this doesnt seems to be like a thing that within a day we can solve it.. it accumulate..

Me and alex together for nearly 3 months.. i not sure what is the feeling now.. love is still there but i just feel something is just not right.. i seriously got no idea what is the 'thing' that is not right.. maybe i should figure out what is going on now.. going KL in another 3 more days and yet, so many problems arise.. i got no idea how to solve it and no idea what i should do.. maybe i shouldnt have go to kl instead.. maybe i shouldnt have met up with them last time? there's a lot of maybes out there which i totally cant find the reason to get the answer.. who can give me a valid answer on this? jason? rain? or who? even my godsis also cant give me a valid answer.. and guess what, no one can actually listen to my problems.. i'm all left out alone :(

writtern @8:19 AM