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Sunday, April 12, 2009

Well, just reached home and i decided to lock myself up in my room.. scaring my brother to come back and yell at me.. every time if i never come back he would yell at me and saying all those bad words to me.. i hate staying with them now.. now seriously making me regret to move in and help them pay for their renovation loan.. i decided to help you all up is because you guys said you all need help.. but i help nothing good comes to me except locking my freedom.. once again i told them i am 24 i have my legal age not to come back home or go out.. i have my legal age to have bf and my bf is treating me way better then anyone does.. but seems like they doesnt understand me well enough..

Havent have my dinner yet, dont intend to eat or drink.. let me die suan le.. life like this really fucking idiot and really makes me feel like ending my life suan le.. but there's a lot of things for me to think thru before i did it.. like my friends who treat me well (chris, anni, bin an) and my beloved dear.. how i wish i can just moved out from my current place and find a new place to stay.. i am like a homeless ghost, wandering around.. i need a home all by myself, who can give me? i started to dislike my family again le =( the feeling was back to 9 years ago.. i hated them for locking me for so long and finally i am adult and yet they decided to lock me once again.. what the hell they want from me!! i seriously got no idea..

Even if i decided to make a police report, police might end up tell me, girl, you're an adult now, go make your own decision.. they do not have the right to control you anymore.. arghh everyday i just dont feel like coming back home at all.. because of the people around me makes me feel like i'm inside a prison instead.. can i just go die instead? sick of the life i have with my family members.. sucks!

writtern @4:30 AM