Tomorrow starts work
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Tomorrow starts work after my 12 days long leave.. suddenly just dont feel like going to work.. hope tomorrow will have a great day and a miracle will happen to me.. today slack half day at home doing nothing but online and sleeping. late afternoon, went to JB for dinner with my parents and also my brother as well as my grandma! miss them so much..
i heard a news about my ex. he had been admitted to sgh for dont know what's the reason. i feel sad and wanted to visit him but he dont allow me. why? it's because he dont want me to bump into his CHINA girlfriend. well, i am your friend, so what i saw her? cannot bring out de meh? anyway, he reminded me when i was hospitalize for 7days in 2007. he was the one that accompany me every single day non stop until late night. he was the one that actually doing all my documents etc, feel touched also sad lar.. when the nurses push me to the operation room, he cried in front of everyone scare when i came out will be a dead body only. the first one that i saw when i was awake was him. he take a good care of me until the day i recover. but right now, when he is sick, i'm not the one that is actually accompany him. i feel bad and sad. hope the new girlfriend of him will take a good care of him lor..
i miss hanging out with anni and chris and alex. it was lotsa fun but time is short..just treasure whatever we have now before its too late =) i dont want later regret for no reason.. hope they're doing well.. i love my family and friends..